my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. Thursday, April 19, 2007 wtf my blog is still here lol! let's see how many people actually discover that after 2 years i really have nothing to do and thus i decide to write some stuff. clearly this shows the boredom of an army boy. went mambo again after awhile of absence. didn't have much fun. i guess alot of army guys will be going through the same thing, being in the same predicament and circumstance that i was in. the friends that you used to go with, suddenly have new friends! well not really suddenly since they were already in uni a year ago while the guys have their army friends as well. i think that's really the reason behind my wavering desire to club. it's not the drinks, it's not the music, it's not the place...but it's the sense of belonging you get when you go with a close group of friends. everyone's leading their own respective lives now. not that im disappointed with them in any way.. i mean im guilty of pangsehing and being nonchalant about outing with old friends too.. and well in time to come when uni comes arnd and the army is etched in memories (hopefully it comes SOON) i'll probably end up having a new lease of life too.. perhaps it's true la as you grow and as you mature, as your environment starts to mould you, you start tinkering with your options and trying out new possibilities and ultimately your taste, your likings begin to evolve as well. freaking hell. the korean killer is just absolutely disturbing. how on earth can they allow arms and armament be so readily available!! there are freaking psychoes just lurking around, having such heinous acts as part of their nefarious plots and have the balls to act on it. can u imagine if that guy was your friend? don't even need to be your friend, acquaintance's cool. or even just someone u see around in school.. and one day he's the mastermind behind a gruesome massacre odious every soul arnd the world! imagine your good friend one day pointing a gun at you, capable of robbing you of your past efforts, your present plight and any potential you have in the future.. you plead with him for mercy but he's just indifferent and fires 3 bullets through you apathetically. ok i sound like the next one right. sian it's a friday and im on duty again. what a bore. whole day duty la extra work la it's neverending man... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:13 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005 wah hmmm it's been ages since i've blogged haha decided to update it so tt it doesn't die out heh. oh well try my best la. wah tt day i had the scariest and most kan cheong softball match of my entire life man. aft 6 years of softball. it was against tpjc. we were expecting to breeze through but then when i reached there i realised tt their players are all ppl i've seen before in the softball arena. so it didn't feel like such a breeze after all and i was right...we were taken on hell of a roller coaster ride tt day. we were down 1-0 den caught up 1-1. then their last batter hit a 3 run homer. omg i was just totally shocked la. i wouldn't expect them to make a hit yet they even hit a homerun. we were then down 4-1. i was goin mad alr i wasn't ready to lose to tpjc! den our match against rjc would not even be a finals anymore. so we fought hard and came back 4-3. BUT they hit ANOTHER homerun. this was getting absolutely shocking and irritating. i went mad and just flinged my glove on the ground i was devastated and kept telling myself this isn't happening. score was 6-3. den the fateful inning came. ian daryl shaun made consecutive hits fortunately and brought in 4 runs and we won the game 7-6! haha too close for comfort though but VERY VERY relieved to have won. oh i played well though i think i had 2 hits outta 2 at bat! both line drives through the centre =) inspire 2005 is here already. there's a street soccer competition too. same as the one we won last year. but i think im retiring man no more fitness and lost touch witht he soccer ball alr. so there goes the fluorescent pink cows haha which owned at the street court last year. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:05 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005 sigh it's been a depressing and devastating week. things just happen one after another and they're all not pleasant. sigh jc life sucks so much more than sec sch life man. and im sure everyone would agree with me! well at least now i haf a new way of temporarily taking me away from my troubles haha it's called dota. just bought battlechest a few days back cost like 72.90 and i think it's gona be hell worth it man considering how much im gonna play. hope more ppl play then can have more fun! haha and to maria and whoever else ar im not gonna talk in dota language in front of u ppl k and i wun forsake frens for dota one....SO i've not changed!! lately i've been so lost during lessons not knowing what's goin on and when i suddenly haf the urge to do work i dunon where to start and so i never get started. sigh this is becoming very unbecoming of me! it's a level year and im slacking away. hope im able to break free from my depression now and start mugging! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:28 AM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005 block tests are officially over. haha ended with physics spa today! not bad i think i knew how to do. and i rmbed to write smth tt SHORTIE did not! hah three cheers. im glad it's over but then sch officially starts agn tmr. tt sucks. anw after spa i went with a whole group of soccer and s64 guys to beauty world to...haha DOTA. my goodness i think im starting to not dislike the game. maybe cos im bored or maybe cos im starting to be able to kill someone. im not addicted though but i played for 6 hours straight just now. -oops- got my ass owned upside down. that isn't a good way to start playing man it's demoralising. but nvm at least it killed some time. went ice skating with the class yesterday. it was frigging fun i must say. haha and after skating round and round it got boring. so we decided to spice up our lives by having relay! won some lost some. didn't really matter. it was seriously a whole lot of fun! and haha i beat SHORTIE by 1 second in the time trial. haha u suck! i seriously love this class alot man but ar sigh i dunno wad's gonna happen to us in perhaps 8 months time? it's gonna be so so so sad. i'd def cry i think. den everyone else went home and me cheeky michael ying cach went to watch hostage!!! it's such a good movie ar my heart was just like always skipping a beat cos i was so kan jiong. definitely worth watching! give it an 8.5 for ratings man! so whoever hasn't watched it pls do! im sure it's worth ur money. DEFINITELY. but it's not meant for ppl with weak hearts! cach and ying were screaming away during the movie! wah i must haf done smth wrong in my previous life to deserve this punishment la. and cach was being super hum ji! ahha after that at home she was being paranoid when her house started shaking cos of tremors from indo i think. the guy from the show came out and terrorized ur house ar? tmr softball nationals start. against jjc at home. everybody pls come down and support k! will appreciate it =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:09 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005 free at last. yet i dun feel peace at heart. looks like i aint gonna do well for block tests agn. thursday. went to bowl and watch ms congeniality 2 with jk fabian cr maria after de physics paper. bowled before tt too. i partnered jk and fabian with cr. haha we won both times. and eh fabian! bo qie la! but gd try gd try u scared me for the second game haha. went for movie after tt. haha quite a good show i must say. agent sam fuller has big muscles la omg! and sandra bullock so old alr stil so chio. good friday. went to timmo's church. cach and ying went too. cheeeky sux he didn't wanna go. haha it was good i must say everything went smoothly and it's like the whole event was put up by sec 1s and 2s. commendable certainly! haha timmo's damn funny though he keeps singing and eating paper haha. and shaving of course. haha and all those who haven't read timmo's wonderful gp essay tt was circulated in the whole staffroom. please do. it's absolutely hilarious! haha i think english standard is definitely a1 la but he's always writing nonsense haha. thought the ppl at bethesda bedok tampines were really friendly and warm. felt more comfortable than i thought i would be. thanks ppl! and jingmin's dancing is rather good i must say though i thought the dance moves were v funny haha. gd job though! went for svc at timmo's church agn today. worship was fantastic! pastor gave a different kinda sermon though and esmond was sleeping so blatantly la. then jeffrey shared his testimonial about spiritual warfare his maid is facing. haha it was DAMN funny la. great to see so many funky ppl in the church. hopefully i'll be able to settle in soon. oh and thanks daniel! for lending me season 5 of friends! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:27 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 haha tmr's last paper. today's chem was killer. yesterday maria said that organic chem is gonna be super tough and cannot do one. THEN tallie came in today and said tt IE cannot be done too! which means electrochem is left and i didn't even READ the electrochem notes which means that NOTHING can be done. oh well at least i got thru the paper without sleeping i guess. im sincerely hoping to pass. failing two subjs in one block test ain't encouraging at all! my econs also die la i wrote rubbish. and just to fill up the space so that at least my essay would seem a decent length. but content was almost zero i guess. argh enough bout block test! it's gonna be over tmr! and hopefully my maths grade will be consoling! went lj's house to sleep for 5 hours after sch. there was really nothing to do la and if physics paper tmr is gonna be as tough as today's chem paper. wad's the use of studying? the more u study the more u know, the more u know the more u forget the more u forget the less u know. so which reiterates my point. why study? there's soccer trng tmr at 430. they can't spare us la last day of exam still must go to sch and slog. sigh. nationals start next wed. against jjc at home. everyone come down and SUPPORT k! haha i think i'll just play lousily cos of pressure from the home crowd. nervous wreck. i'll just shiver when i bat. oh well hope i dun let my teammates down must perform. and i think the schedule for softball nationals suck la! it's every wednesday and then in between games we have a few weeks break and it only ends on 18th of may. how am i gonna turn into my mugger mode liddat!! today went to sch and junior class only had 11 ppl left. it's so sad. only 2 guys lo. it felt so empty. they're such a cool bunch la. well most of them are but yeah had hoped they'll all stay. hopefully many of them would be able to appeal back though. freddie, gloria, nicky, samuel, victor, ingrid and whoever else i've missed out all the best for ur appeal! hope u ppl make it back in! cheers. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:38 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005 LIVERPOOL WON!!! two goals from gerrard and garcia! gerrard's goal was absolutely nice man. hope to score one like that in matches provided coach actually allows me to get involved in free kicks anytime soon after all my horrendous kicking. gerrard just rocks la my fav player anytime. hope he doesn't go to chelshit at all. match ended at 2am didn't get to slp til bout 3. and what the hell i have GP block test the next day. i ended up sleeping for half an hour during GP essay. finished writing and just plonked on my desk. didn't get up until teacher said PLSSSS STAPLE UR QUESTION PAPER TO UR ESSAYSSS. well at least i got enough sleep for the compre paper! GERM gave me this small little badge which said soak up the sun! it looked like a spongebob badge rather cute i must say. thanks alot fellow team soul exco! haha oh and the wonderful email as well =) cheeky cach michael came over after school. chinaman stays in jurong i stay in siglap. he's mad. and he came over to play fifa 2005. obviously deprived i must say. seems like he only plays chinesestar 2004 at home. ahha okok dun kb u alr. but it was fun having all of them over. cheeky and cach were studying hard or at least seemingly so. i just slept my afternoon away agn. and i LOST my wallet. i left it on 36 la. cos when we got on miss sim got so excited bout playing cards den i forgot bout my wallet. not much money though but so much trouble im gonna hafta go thru to get my cards replaced. and and i lost the retarded neoprints i took with fabian cr maria and jk! sigh another disaster! maths and econs tmr! JIA YOU 04S63!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:14 PM
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