my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. Thursday, April 19, 2007 wtf my blog is still here lol! let's see how many people actually discover that after 2 years i really have nothing to do and thus i decide to write some stuff. clearly this shows the boredom of an army boy. went mambo again after awhile of absence. didn't have much fun. i guess alot of army guys will be going through the same thing, being in the same predicament and circumstance that i was in. the friends that you used to go with, suddenly have new friends! well not really suddenly since they were already in uni a year ago while the guys have their army friends as well. i think that's really the reason behind my wavering desire to club. it's not the drinks, it's not the music, it's not the place...but it's the sense of belonging you get when you go with a close group of friends. everyone's leading their own respective lives now. not that im disappointed with them in any way.. i mean im guilty of pangsehing and being nonchalant about outing with old friends too.. and well in time to come when uni comes arnd and the army is etched in memories (hopefully it comes SOON) i'll probably end up having a new lease of life too.. perhaps it's true la as you grow and as you mature, as your environment starts to mould you, you start tinkering with your options and trying out new possibilities and ultimately your taste, your likings begin to evolve as well. freaking hell. the korean killer is just absolutely disturbing. how on earth can they allow arms and armament be so readily available!! there are freaking psychoes just lurking around, having such heinous acts as part of their nefarious plots and have the balls to act on it. can u imagine if that guy was your friend? don't even need to be your friend, acquaintance's cool. or even just someone u see around in school.. and one day he's the mastermind behind a gruesome massacre odious every soul arnd the world! imagine your good friend one day pointing a gun at you, capable of robbing you of your past efforts, your present plight and any potential you have in the future.. you plead with him for mercy but he's just indifferent and fires 3 bullets through you apathetically. ok i sound like the next one right. sian it's a friday and im on duty again. what a bore. whole day duty la extra work la it's neverending man... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:13 PM
[[____ all you need to know // . jeremy . crusader for God . 04s63 rocks! . 100887 [leo] . softballer . sports freak . loves icecream n chocolate! Jesus said, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die." --John 11: 25,26 |